anyway.. lets get down to business bahs.. lol.. this yr in sch is gonna be a very very tough tough yr man.. wif so many icas and projects and presentation to do.. so hectic man.. its been ups an downs for me.. nv felt this way b4.. wonder how am i gonna live wif it.. haiz.. still got PRCP coming up in the next sem.. lets hope i pass all these bahs..
celebrated my bday last fri wif my frens frm class.. went kbox to sing song.. so nice of them to get me a cake oso.. haha.. had a really great time guys.. thanx a lot.. i can sae that this is one of the best bday celebrations that i have ever got.. really appreciate it.. and the ppl who gave me presents.. thanx oso.. =)
now to some serious topic.. i think.. lol.. nowadays i have been wondering.. whether should i or should i not.. i have lived for 19 yrs now.. and yet there hasnt been anyone who i can call my love.. kinda dumb u might think.. but i really need someone to be there for me.. no matter wat kind of situation u can think of.. be it happy or sad.. it will be nice to have someone there to care and share ur woes and happiness wif u.. and so i've been thinking quite a bit.. i donno wat im so scared about.. jeremy's rite.. wats there to be afraid.. rejection? i've been thru it and i noe that didnt feel very gd.. but juz cos of that i cannot try again? at least u noe when u try.. and u wun feel so bad inside.. but i donno wats holding me back.. the problem lies wif me.. im not able to take de first step.. im trying very hard to get past that barrier.. but i cant seem to get past it.. perhaps i should try.. and if it does not work out.. at least i feel better that i tried.. jeremy's constant 'nagging' appears rite i assume.. maybe this is afterall my chance.. yups.. i will try my best bahs.. thanx jeremy.. glad that u are feeling well le.. =)
alrights.. i will end here le bahs.. take care.. might be back to post very soon.. bye.. =)
ima not supposed to love you
ima not supposed to care
ima not supposed to live my life
wishing you were there
ima not supposed to wonder
where you are or what you do
ima sorry. i cannot help myself
cause ima in love with you!
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