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Sunday, April 16, 2006

Hey ppl.. Me back to post after such a long time le.. Lolx.. Been too lazy to move my fat little fingers to come and type anything.. Anyway oso got nth to type about.. U all should noe that.. Me boring.. Got no Major things happening around me.. Im juz a bore.. =) Anyway.. Now got nth to do so come write something to make me feel a bit better i think.. haha..

Today is sunday.. Its the last day of my holidays le.. tml starting sch le.. kinda dread but kinda glad oso.. donno y.. lolx.. maybe this is wat they called 'mixed feelings'? Anyway.. Nth much happened during my holidays.. went out wif han and yujun most of the time.. since they are the only ones who are able to make time for goin out.. the others some are working.. den some got things to do oso.. so din bother them much oso.. jason would oso make out some time after his work to come find us oso.. even if he is tire out frm work.. sometimes we will feel paiseh oso by asking him to come find us.. im blessed to have these brothers by my side.. and i can share my sorrows and happiness wif them oso.. so im really thankful.. =D

Anyway.. nursing actually got 2 mths of holiday de.. but one mth was taken up by the attachment le lor.. i would usually dread attachements.. but this particular attachment i really enjoyed it a lot.. u could sae its the best attachment yet.. i was posted to an onco ward this time.. for the benefit of some peepz who donno wats onco.. it means cancer.. so i was dealing wif paitients who are suffering frm these type of illnesses.. some are in the beginning stage while some are at the terminal stage le.. saw how the patients cope and view their conditions.. some took it as it is.. while some din take it too well.. understood some of the methods used to treat the patients.. they had to undergo a lot of treatments.. some can be quite painful that i could feel the pain they are goin through.. no im not kidding.. i can really feel it.. donno y..

As this is a medical posting.. the patients are not like the ones in surgical wards.. where they come for op and go off in a few days.. the patients here are considered the 'long-stayers'.. where they can stay for a long time.. til their conditions are stabled.. during my attachment here.. there were 3 passing ons.. 1 of which was someone who i took care of.. but he passed on during the other shift and not mine.. so some of my frens saw wat were done.. kinda sad when they were gone.. cos had some kind of attachment towards them le.. since we were wif them frm de 1st day of our attachment.. but i din get to do last office la.. wasnt quite prepared for it..

During this attachment.. there were students frm ITE who were there on their Onco posting in yr 2.. they were very friendly and amicable.. made frens wif them on the 2nd day le.. and after that it was total craziness frm us.. lolx.. there was nv a moment of peace when we were around.. we would talk and joke about anything and everything.. like the experiences we had frm our past attachments to our own lives.. it seemed that we had endless topics to talk about.. and our patients were oso very nice.. they would talk to us and share their experiences wif us.. and we can joke wif them oso.. it was very fun.. the staff nurses oso were very friendly and helpful oso.. they would respond to our every doubts.. and teach us things that wun be taught in sch.. and one staff nurse gave me her notes frm when she was a student.. that was really a nice gesture frm her.. i really appreciate it.. thanx a lot u ppl frm ward 5G!! really had a fruitful time there.. and we still keep in touch wif one another.. wif the ppl frm ITE.. lolx.. they were a really wonderful bunch.. thx to u all too!! =D

Lastly i wanna put in a song frm which i heard frm a fren on an outing to kbox.. the title is called '你那么爱她'.. heres the lyrics of the song of my background oso..

直到爱消失你才懂得去珍惜身边每个
美好风景只是它早已离去
直到你想通他早已经不再对你留恋
最后的你开始了一段挣扎

你那么爱她为什么不把她留下
为什么不说心里话你深爱她
这是每个人都知道啊
你那么爱她为什么不把她留下
是不是你有深爱的两个她
所以你不想再让自己无法自拔

I find this song quite nice.. donno y oso.. lolx..

Kk.. I guess this is the end of my update for now.. take care my peepZ.. ask me out sometime oso la.. if not i can rot at home le.. lolx.. bye.. =D

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