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Saturday, March 26, 2005

Hey PeePs~~ It me updating my post again.. Since now got nth to do so come and update about wats been happening in my lonely and boring life..
Hhmm.. As u would expect.. I have been doin nth at home for a long time le.. No jobs watsoever.. Lazy to go find oso.. Donno y.. Think no more motivation to work for now.. Nth to push me to work and earn money.. Maybe one factor would be my intention of changing a new hp.. But i don think this factor is strong enough to get my butt goin and find a job.. So i would stay at home and slp the whole day unless my frens call me out lor.. Boring i noe.. But who cares anyway??
Been playing bball more now these days cos of the boredness at home.. Now every Saturday i think is gonna be bball day le.. If nth goes wrong.. Cos it would be the day where Chitian and frens will be playing bball and having fun at the same time..
Went swimming on monday if i am not wrong.. Went wif Ls, Ks, Jh and drew.. Went to yishun.. So early meet.. At 10.. Wth.. I still sleeping.. But still woke up in time i think.. Den went to cwp to meet up wif drew ls and ks.. But jh still haven reach yet.. As always.. We had to wait for him for like 1 hr or so.. While waiting we went to Mac to have breakfast.. After jh met up wif us we took 965 to yishun.. Reach there le swim swim play play for i donno how long.. Den went to Northpoint to eat.. Wanted to go KFC to eat de but due to the ending of sch there was overcrowdedness there.. So we went to Yoshinoya to eat.. Think the food din manage to fill my stomach.. Den after that went back to cwp to play Lan.. Played for a while only i think.. After that went home.. Nuah again..
Got my results of posting on wednesday.. Got into nursing as i expected.. Cos first 9 choice i was sure cannot go de.. Nursing in NYP.. Glad that some of my frens are goin into the same course as me.. And most of them will be studying in the same poly as me.. Except a few who are posted to other polys.. Haiz.. I am not in the same poly as her although i would love to be.. I was so happy for a while when she said that she might appeal to nyp.. But after that she sae that she will stick to her original course.. Haiz.. Why is Heaven doin this to me?? Why things couldnt go my way for juz once.. JUZ ONCE.. That is all i wish for.. Terribly upset.. Now i am certain that she IS getting further away frm me le.. If she was in the same poly as me at least i could maybe see her more often.. But now.. Cant even see her for juz a second.. I really wanna see her.. Even if she doesnt notice me.. I wouldnt mind.. For as long as i could see her face.. Haiz..
Wat is love?? Can someone pls enlighten me?? Why isit that some ppl are trying so hard to find love while some can juz treat it as a game and don take it seriously?? Are there any answers for these questions?? Maybe.. Maybe not.. However.. 1 thing is for sure.. I would NOT take this lightly.. And i would NOT forgive this kind of ppl.. Especially if he/she is doin this to my loved ones or my frens.. I would condemn these ppl and they would come to no gd end.. Those who don believe.. TRY ME.. I DARE YOU!!~~
Anyways.. Think i will stop here le.. Need to go play bball later wif chi tian and frens le.. Take Care my frens.. See ya all soon.. =D

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